i was about to write something about how i had clarity and whatever today but now i'm just kind of pissed again ( Read more... )

i hate everything.

i just want to sleep for a really long time so that i don't have to make any decisions or listen to any one elses opinion.

When you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

the first storm of spring
feels so good
as the breezes blow through me
and the rain makes me clean
i hate the winter in lexington

thank god it's over
and thank the gods it's beginning

there's this little feeling i've been pushing aside for a little while. one of those things that will explode if you keep it in too long, possibly, and i think that's giving me a little worry. i feel strangely competitive....and i need to think of how to overcome it.

i wish i could sleep until april 25. there isn't much worth waking for it seems.

spit smitten
i can't eat i can't sleep
i can't sleep i can't dream
hand shake
red plastic melodies
adjustments, anger, it's so cold in this house
it's so cola sometimes in my heart
adverbs come off of adverbs
what if sentence diagrams were created just to read sentences in a cool way?

i was feeling emo

ok so it's friday night right. i'm tired as shit. i ate dinner at the cheesecake factory, had a mimosa and a godiva chocolate martini. citgo. cisco, sparks. jacobs, xanax. going to stephanies but first to 7-11 so that i might contribute to the delinquency of minors. or some shit like that. so long as i get a cigarette or two i don't really care. it ( Read more... )

sometimes, life gives you lemons.

make some fucking lemonade.