I love you

my new years resolution of 2005 is: To begin smuggling contraband in baby diapers ( Read more... )

Everything is going to be ok.
There are no tidal waves coming to take me down.
Broke up with another girlfriend today based upon my incompetence.
There will probably be a new one tomorrow, so not to fear right?

New Years work Schedule
12-30-04 1:30pm-9:45pm
1-1--05 4:15am-12:45pm

Gotta love that shit.

Its been 4 months and one day since my last post. I was supposed to post yesterday, but that did not happen. Today is the anniversary of pearl harbor. I am reminded of a december seventh from 4 years ago ( Read more... )

well, ive somewhat balanced back out at my old level, wanting to feel the surge of the infinite world that has become so familiar in the last 8 months. This tripp to hawaii comes at almost the exact moment that it needs to come. I work today and tomorrow then fly out sunday morning for oahu. I need the sun to penetrate me, the water so wash away my ( Read more... )

I fucked myself, AGAIN! I ran out of meds and didnt do anything about it and now its completely out of my system and im fucking miserable. OOOOOOOH shit. I had one of those twenty minuted moments in the shower, the one where i stare blankly at the same spot in the tub with scalding hot water pouring on my back, and feel nothing.OH shit this is NOT ( Read more... )

MY horoscope the other morning said that I was recognizing my self sabotage, and that that I needed to do something about it. Self Sabotage? Well I have been putting a whole bunch of shit out of sight out of mind lately. The most troubling that I have recognized is my not applying for my health benefits and discontinuing my welbutrin treatment, by ( Read more... )

Surfed yesterday, it was a fun hour long sesh. Pulled some cool snaps. Work is good, though Leslie is pissed because I didnt cover up her fraudulent punch changing and that I called her on it. I dunno, when its 4am and your 7 minutes late, no big deal. But if you go and change your punch on the managers computer to show that you were there when I ( Read more... )

had the best date of my life last night. Three hours in the park, Sushi in silence, three hours in the headlands. Definitely good for a second go. She asked if she could keep me, apparently I've pulled a good touch out of thin air. I set the alarm off and managed to fall and honk the horn while we were in the car up in the headlands. Funny movie ( Read more... )

Yesterday I surfed Cronkhite. It was onshore, smallish, and there were kook weekend surfers out.Nothing against weekend surfers, just KOOKS. But I have so much fun in the water up here, even though its cold and shark infested its gorgeous and heavenly so i came to full acceptance of not being able to go to Tahiti. When I got home from the meeting ( Read more... )