I just spent two days in the hospital for a sore throat. And boy was it a a soooore throat.

It's been a while since the last update but, that seems to be how it always works. It's emo time folks, brace yourself. So as I sit here wallowing in an incoherrent state of self-pity, listening to Collective Soul - The World I Know (and you thought I was kidding when I said "emo time" didn't you?) I've come to realize that my life is in complete ( Read more... )

LiveJournal WHAT?! Oh how I've forgot about you my precious LiveJournal. It's been a long time hasn't it? Anyways, I'm sure you've all missed my updates and what not so here's a small recap on what's been going on in the life of Ryan Beattie.

Since July I have lost a total of 40 odd pounds (score one for me). My family situation has gone from BAD ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a while hasn't it? Pretty much nothing has changed ( Read more... )

Stressed... very stressed... and no one seems to be helping my situation.

Life seems to be getting harder and harder to deal with... Call me emo, call me whatever, cause if I find out I'll fuck you up, hardcore. You don't know me and you don't know what I'm going through. So go fuck yourself.

This is what we call a tragedy...Stupid is, as stupid does ( Read more... )

Hey... look who is back... oh yeah, that's right; me. In case some of you didn't notice, I was gone for about a week. Curious? Ask, and if I love you, I will tell you. Anyways I'm back and I have a whole new attitude. The old depressed Ryan is gone (for the most part) and now I'm not letting anything get to me... for the most part. Things have been ( Read more... )

It's been a while hasn't it? There's a lot to update about I guess, I'm not sure if I want to get into it all but we'll see. A few weeks ago I brought up the fact that I was going to move to Cape Cod this summer to my mom.. needless to say she totally flipped her lid. She told me I wasn't thinking and that I had "no idea what your getting yourself ( Read more... )

I hate myself for all I have done to you... I'm a terrible boyfriend and I don't deserve you. I just want you to know... I'm sorry and I love you.

Well well well, what an awesome week. I got so much drama fed to me this weekend I'll be shitting it out for a week. The whole Rob and Sam thing... yeah, I just don't care anymore. I mean hey, I tried, I really did, but Rob is a fucking idiot. I mean seriously, your girlfriend cheats on you not once, but twice and was in the process oh doing it ( Read more... )