i hate how its so easy for him to hurt me almost like its OK or he dosnt realize what hes doing ( Read more... )

oh my oh my this sucks so bad so bad so bad

so theres this lil thing goin on in my lil old life
and well im tierd of it and kinda want this one hting to go away realllybad

take it away for me?

new LJ=
theonlycompany

IM STARTING A NEW LJ FOR ANYONE

this ione is just for close friends, so now i can look at others shit without them lookin at mine MOHA MOHA MOHAAAAAAAAAAaaAa done done done doooonnnnnnnnnn

i have been writing in this so much caus ei need to vent alot ( Read more... )

i dont even know how to explain how i feel right now, i like this guy but i know hes gonna"play"me so why do i still like him?why do i still want to hang out with him?
someone help me i odnt know what to do

ohhh boy

good good good night
well meand justin hung out after 3 days of flaking out on me=(
(ya i was sad to>and we went to his friends house and i watched everyone drink it was funny and they listened to rap and i was trying so hard not to laugh but when they started rappin alon i busted up so0o bad lol ( Read more... )

ok you guys why am i so damn smiley i cant stop smileing i cant do it he gives me butterflys so bad like i havnt felt this way since shawn i think it mihgt just be because hes a gangsta but i dono aahhhhh

i just love everyone

smile
smile
smile
smile

clearly tonight was real good

and you dont know why and im not going to tell you but.....i havnt had a night like this in a long time

what it is hoe

wass up can a n^%a in those gloves

cut it up like it aint been cut

take ya home make ya juggle my baallllls

what it is hoe

whas upp

i dont want maya to leave but she is going to be somewhere i want to be so i guess i cant be to sad

so last night was fun even though it was weird and awkward i had fun, justin is really kool and so were SOME of his friends lol

i really want to clean my room but its just to messy to do poo loo shmmooo