Within this timeframe is the unusual desire to prove something to some floating moving barely visible entity that taunts me. A disappearing vision of myself maybe? Some image of me that fades in and out like a picture on a television screen with wire hanger rabbit ears. Its at this point in my life that I find things coming apart in front of me, ( Read more... )

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albino fawn


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I wish I was the moon tonight

"The mummied dead everywhere. The flesh cloven along the bones, the ( Read more... )

I am a gaylord.

overnight armies grew on the corners. There was a smell then. Little black beetles blocking the way to brooklyn, watching their bridge. And a girl, I remember, walking confused, almost stoned seeming, with nothing but dust and sand covering her skin ( Read more... )

i can blame nicotine for this relentless nausea, for the contortion and twist of every cough and gag bone cold on the filthy porcelain that actually seems to give with the spasms that crack bone in the ribcage, the light blurs as tears cloud the view space. medicine does this, heave burning in this vessel,.Stretched knuckles are pure white with ( Read more... )

I've seen myself doing something, recently, which is rather fucked. I know I've done it longer. I have a very hard time believing in, or trusting, I suppose, love,..Happy relationships just seem unbelievable, in a way. I mean, they're what the best works are made of, in most ways ( Read more... )

What shame, i've been diddling away my life on myspace.com, especially the music section. i do appreciate being able to change my music practically daily... i don't post things really, but there are tawdry pictures of me there ( Read more... )