ready to rant and rave, but dont feel like it.
it has to come out, so type later...

So now he knows everything i diddnt want him to know and what normally makes people run has strangly enough ancored him to the ground. He is definitly the most unique person, now if i can get over my shit and actually be apart of this relationship. Time to get out of my head and into his. Thats the problem, ive learned to deal with me for i am the ( Read more... )

They say he is trying to change me, that i am letting someone else run my life and my problems ( Read more... )

Its time to get back to whats important ( Read more... )

Went to a concert last night, i told kasie i would only go if i could get home by one and hey look its 3:40. Im really quiet pissed at her, i have a fucking new job starting tomorrow and i might no make it because i am just getting home and i cant sleep. in the end she went of with some guy, so im worried about her but i am not lying to her parents ( Read more... )

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K, the whole daycare thing started when my special needs kid threw a fit and tried to pull a shelve down ontop of himself. I grabbed what i could and pulled getting him out from underneath it before it felt. Naturally there was a mark on him from the efforts. Shanda took him told me no bug deal, he has done this before, with the same reproductions ( Read more... )

so my whole family thing started about a month and a half ago ( Read more... )

Ive got to get out of this house ( Read more... )

Grandpa went to the hospital Sunday and he isnt eating and sleeping alot, i want to scream at my grandmother he obviously is not well and cant even fight whatever sickness has come his way. I mean WAKE UP, he has alztimers and he doesnt remember how to care for himself in his apparent state of illness!!!!