i am your constant companion. i am ( Read more... )

wow life is so wonderful right now....i know its crazy when everything falls into place. i am doing my transfur apps and i accully can get in to really any school i want to which i am totaly psyched ( Read more... )

Well school is starting a week from monday which is good i guess life is going to be so crazy when it starts. I made the comp Jaz team which i am totaly psyched about and I am doing hiphop and like 4 hours of ballet a week. The knee is feeling pretty good. I hope no surgy. The caralige is holding up pretty well. I am on new meds and life is so good ( Read more... )

Well I have regerstered for classes I am taking 22 units and I am going to die. I allso get to have knee surgy sometime this next month maybe if the knee doesnt start healing faster, so I am keeping my fingers crossed that it heals really fast ( Read more... )

Well I went and saw sign's with Ed last night and OMG can we say that it was like the scarest movie I have seen in a really long time! He was nice enough to let me use his sholder and he held my hand (I accully think he was really worried about me cause I was scard shitless to say the least)! I now will be sleeping with a water bottel by my bed ( Read more... )

Well lets see Kam and I went to down town pa this morring and I spent way to much money of two bra's and two panties but omg they are cute ones pink and ones just a tshirt bra but i had alot of fun and it helped me not think about ed and all the crap that has been going on with him ( Read more... )

I totaly am sick of boys right now they just make everything way to complicated big time. I have a date tomorrow night and one the next night and i dont even want to go. He is a perfectly nice guy, a law student at stanford who plays baseball and is in a frat house and who is all so yummy but yet for some reason i dont want to go. and its all over ( Read more... )

I am so sick of all of this. I lost one of my best friends over a guy and now i am scard caryn is going to lose her best friend over a guy too. and a guy who is 20 and who i use to like. this totaly blows!

I had a really good night suprizingly. I first was all bumed out and stuff but Kam and I went to get coffie and chese cake (which was so good). And we saw Greg and Shawn and some other dude that Kam use to work with which was fun and then Ed called and we are on the just friends level right now. which i though i was going to be totaly bumed about ( Read more... )

Everything is all better! It was all fixed like 10 mins ago and I am feeling so much better. I am going to a baseball game at 12 (sf giants to be exact) with Kam and a bunch of people and then my mom is having a BBQ over here after and I think Ed and John and Justain are comming over after they get off work...but I am not to sure yet ( Read more... )