to bring an end to tonight. . . . . if any one ever reads this . . . . . . . If i am to give advice on a thing we call love this is what i am to say. She can make sunlight part the clouds; she could rip the sun right outta the Effin sky...... sigh very frustrated,. . . .flustered and angry. . . bored and lonely . . . do i really need a mood face ( Read more... )

Reality is but the sleepless state that restrains me from all my dreams ( Read more... )

Today i went to life teen . . . it was sweet but SOMEONE didnt show up lol . . . then after words we went to B-Jizzles and it was fun and we at a giant pazookie and "Muzzy sticks" or w/e he said but they were good and i finally met the crazy jason guy they talk so much about yea hes pretty cool i should probably go more often it was fun.

By no means did i request ( Read more... )

Terrible last couple days to put it simply. I got juice spilled on my good pants ( lucky jeans bizitch ) TWICE! but i got over it . . . i didnt get the euro essay i wanted . . . bogus. . . . and then to top it off my friends all follow me ( without me knowing ) while i went to go talk to my freind amanda . . . . my friends can be asses. I was very ( Read more... )

i spend a majority of my day here . . . in this chair right in front this computer. . . .i rarely ever move, sometimes to eat, use the rest room, sleep, answer the phone. But my life consist of this, wasting away before millions and millions of pixels making up my computer screen, i strum the guitar but don't know what im playing, Music is always ( Read more... )

I was just reading all my entries and realized what an idiot i am . . . . I also realized that its always been my fault for putting myself in all those bad moods. hahah but i do miss barbera a lot for some reason we dont talk anymore and veronica and marley too. Sigh, why do i make life harder than it needs to be but i live its time to start all ( Read more... )

I catch myself dreaming, day and night ( Read more... )

wow. . . its january. . . . what to say wht to say. . . no one reads this n e more so i dont know why im writing. . . i havnt done much of n e thing these last few months. . . . wrote a lot of poems and have been playing my guitar . . . read a few books just been lonely i guess but o well christmas was cool. . . new years was the same as any other ( Read more... )

OPEN UR MOUTH AND SAY SUMTHING MATT OPEN UR MOUTH AND SAY SUMTHING. . . . never have i been so entranced by sumones beauty where i couldnt find words that i thought would suffice her. . . . . . . . so n e ways my new book is bitching . . . neatley written and only my best work . . . well in my opinion . . . ahhh yes well i hope i open my mouth ( Read more... )