Well once again...I had to cancel my plans for the weekend. Sorry again to Julia and Sean. It wasn't my fault. My mom is a doosh! She said I couldn't do anything becuz I didn't respect her...Why didnt I respect her? Becuz I was being yelled at to do the dishes..so I go do the dishes. She tells me to move cuz she needs to wash something. I said if ( Read more... )

Maybe it's all clearing up. Last night I spent alot of time thinking about shit. And...well I guess things are gonna be ok. Kaity and I are better now. She confessed to wanted our friendship back. And just to be safe...so that it doesnt happen again...I'm just gonna be careful. We both don't wanna fight anymore becuz it's all over retarded shit. ( Read more... )

Well back to the same old feeling of not being myself...I hate this so much. People around me are having problems and I feel bad cuz I can't be superwoman and prove them to see what I see. I'm so unsure of making desicions lately. I wanna go thru with one thing...but then something always stops me. I can't stand the game of tug-o-war in my head ( Read more... )

Well hello...I am in a great mood. Why?, No clue... lol Anyway today I went over Sean's. Then him, Lindsey, Steve, and I all went to see white noise. It was fuckin freaky. I screamed like 3 times. It was awesome tho. Then I played one of the games in the mini arcade the ski one... and I came in 3rd lol. Then my baby and I took pics at the portrait ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I went to Umass with Sean to see the Western Districts music performance. It was really good. We went for his cousin Lauren, and also saw the people that made it from CHS. Before that we went to lunch for Chinease. I met some of Sean's family. It was rly fun. Very nice people. Rudy passed out in the bathroom and was rushed to the ( Read more... )

Well, I would have to say this has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. But hey shit happens right? I haven't been myself all week ( Read more... )

Well I guess things turned out right...after every wrong thing I had to go through to get there...such as me being able to go to Sean's yesterday. It was amazing. Just being with each other after a week of not being able to be alone. I just needed that alot. Thursday was one of the worst days of my life. I had so much going on it was unbearable. ( Read more... )

I do everything around here and I get no thanks. I'm so sick of it...I cant do it anymore. I fucking shoveled the whole entire drive way, side of the house, backyeard, and sidewalk. I do the god damn dishes. Then my fucking mom picks a random reason for me to not be able to do shit on the weekend. Sean and I got into...I dont even know what it was ( Read more... )

You are stoner bear

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Benji

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