Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2005 is here. I just got over being rly sick. I had a wicked high fever for 3 days straight. On Thursday Sean came over cuz he was worried about me. And he just sat with me for like 2 1/2 hours, and he brought me flowers!!! He's such a sweet heart. Yesterday since i was feeling better, and my fever was gone. I went over all ( Read more... )

Hello, well Monday finally came. It was amazing. I had THE best time ever. I went over Sean's at like 12, and we went to lunch at Subway. It was my first time there, and lol...I know I've never had subway before...ne way lol, but it was good. Then we went to the movie store and got spiderman 2, and the stepford house wives. So we went home and ( Read more... )

I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. But I cant take this frustration and these random mood swings! I hate them so much. I have no clue what the fuck set me off. But ugh...I'm so sick of this shit, called my fucking life. I cry so many tears. And nothing fucking comes of it. Nothing changes, nothing gets better, NOTHING! I'm so sick of it. I ( Read more... )

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OMG awesome day!!! It was a 1/2 day. Which was F,G,A F- was a bagel breakfast, G was a movie, A was online. whew! Then I went home with Sean. We went to Dryden school next door and watched a performance hehe so adorable. Then Dondie wasnt getting out for another hour so we stayed in her office and played hang man which was awesome fun! Then we went ( Read more... )

Hello nothing much is up. Just got done putting up xmas decorations. Can't wait for xmas to come, especially the 27th!!! It's Sean and my 2 month anniversary and were spending the whole day together to exchange gifts and just be with eah other. It should be fun. Tomorrow's a 1/2 day and I'm going over his house to finally hang out since we havent ( Read more... )

Havent updated in a while. Nothing much is rly new. Again I sit here home on a friday night like a loser...cuz of my mother. Again it was a HUGE hastle to go over Sean's why?... I dunno. It's beyond me to even begin to wonder why. But w/e. I get to see him tomorrow night at my birthday party. It should be fun. It would of been alot more fun if ( Read more... )

This week was really long. Its been rough. Just stressful and blah! And to come home to my mom, who's the biggest bitch in the world sucks so much more. I do all this shit, I'm told to do...or suffer the consequences like my life...and I do it all and I STILL have to get the consequences...beacuse I'm "the biggest mistake ever, I'm a selfish bitch ( Read more... )

I am in THE worst mood ever! I have no idea why. I think it's because I haven't seen Sean for 2 days stright. It sucks how moody I get. It's awful. There's tension too, and it shouldnt have to be there. I'm listening to the angriest music ever from the bled, the acarcia strain, finch, silversein, w/e I can get. Just in a really pissy/not wanting to ( Read more... )

Hello, (people reading this entry) hmm...wondering where I left off... Well Kaity's all better from the hospital. Had a great last sunday with Sean (wink wink) muah! Thursday was my birthday. It was an awesome day. I got alot of great stuff. Especially a necklace from Sean...Baby I love it! Thank you so much. Also the great stuff from Kaity. Still ( Read more... )