so for my newest entry in like years all i can say is i hate myself...right now it just seems like i'm fucking up in everything i do...and i hate bitching and moaning..but i just feel like bitching...but i've bitched all im gonna bitch...sorry

i think i'm getting cabin fever...oh yea i had my surgery tuesday...it took fricken forever but i'm ok, still in recovery stage, its no big deal though, just annoying...i felt like a big brother for the first time in a while this week though...i've never really done anything w/ or for keegan...thats not what i want but its how it happened...he's ( Read more... )

oh man what a christmas, i'm getting a darkroom which is awesome, its all i wanted for christmas, i probably wont have it until after the wedding because i don't think they want it under construction when everone comes here for the reception and stuff...damn....thats in like a month and a half...i can't believe it...well i hope all your christmases ( Read more... )

yea it's been a while...i just thought i'd update again...i'm definitely in the christmas spirit, i'm ready for christmas show, and christmas break, and christmas eve, and christmas morning, and all that...prolly because i've had christmas songs playing like nonstop on my radio for the last week lol oh yea to add to my unending list of things to do ( Read more... )

wow i haven't updated in FOREVER lol but im home sick for the second day in a row and i'm bored as hell...i didn't get any sleep last night because i'm sick so i've been asleep all morning and i'm probably gonna go back to bed after i update...even though these last couple of days have been really shitty i had such an awesome birthday, thank you so ( Read more... )

HO-LY-SHIT lol this movie is scarin the crap out of me (the ring two) if you haven't seen it and like really scary movies watch this one goddamnit...its gettin to me so bad i have to stop and take a break lol so if u dont like scary movies dont watch this because it takes a lot for me to have to stop a movie lol oh and btw...i love you kelsey

MUAHAHAHAHA guess who has their learners? this kid lol the test went by really really fast, mom said it took me all of 5 minutes which was kool lol AND I GOT TO FLIPPIN DRIVE...LIKE ON THE ROAD! lol once i hit 45 she's like ok slow down a little i was like woops lol the only thing i did wrong was roll through a stop sign oh yea and i spun tires a ( Read more... )

ha my ear doctor is mad at my dad again lol because its still not closed up and now infected w/ 1 of three things, swimmers ear (which is impossible because i never swim, or i do w/ earplugs for short periods of time (now where near enough to get swimmer's ear) something else i dont remember or most likely what i got 7 years ago that i needed the ( Read more... )

i'm really bored so i figured i'd update...i'm really ready for school...but then i'm not cause i still have right stuff and woman warrior to finish which really sucks...i'm not stressed about it tho...oh yea i get my learners a week from monday...yes the first day of school lol i could really get it saturday but seing as how mva isn't open on ( Read more... )

just a quick update...braces suck...after the first 10 minutes i was ready to rip them out, then kelsey made me feel better about them and now today...i've hated them...with a burning hot passion...