Today was the opposite of not bad. My brain has had its fair share today, I think he's done for a while. My english teacher tries to make learning fun and everyone but me seems to believe her, I think it might just be something wrong with me. I spent an hour and a half learning about MS paint. And then there are things I can't/don't even want to ( Read more... )

Someone's been messing with the thermostat again. It makes me mad, not so much that the thing has been tampered with, but because I've explained it. I've made concessions, you know I'd have that bitch set at 55 and call it a day. But to fucking agree and then change it because you're slightly uncomfortable, a little cold, pisses me off. I hate ( Read more... )

I think my computer has gotten a better job offer in heaven and is seriously considering a career change. And I still can't sleep. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hate being up late. Theres nothing to do except eat, and I don't need to eat... as if I had anything resembling food around ( Read more... )

I want to go to sleep but my brain is being incredibly loud and is going extremely fast. I can't even remember what was going on in there, but I know as soon as I lay down its going to start again. I wish I could get some time by myself. I really wish my room mates would go away. Or that I could get away. I was thinking about going home this ( Read more... )

You know, I think I should start writing in here again. I always wanted to keep a journal. I Just don't like the format. I mean, I like the idea of carrying around a little book, but I don't like the concept of writing in it. That might just be because of my atrocious handwriting. Books can't spell check (except for powerbooks; powerbook is in my ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say anymore. I've been thinking a lot tonight, but I always put writing things down off so long that I forget what I had to say. Its weird, I just feel like someone had hurt my feelings. Like someone has done something terribly mean to me, and like its my fault. But its not my fault, for once I don't think I did anything ( Read more... )

Did I go outside today. I did. Did I go out yesterday, I can't remember. Does anyone else use abbreviations? I don't fucking know what I'm thinking. I don't want to go outside anymore, I'm not sure I want to stay inside here either. Sometimes it feels like other people gang up against me. I guess I bring it upon myself, but I don't want it. I want ( Read more... )

Um, its summer, that makes me uncomfortable. Its hot and I'm battling over the thermostat. Thats not important, but thats what I'm thinking. And my I is sticking. It pisses me off at levels I don't even want to talk about. And nothing is happening. I mean, a lot is happening, just not to me. Thats ok I guess. Sometimes I think a lot of things have ( Read more... )

This is basically what I want right now. I want everyone to be quite, to just sit there and think about what their going to say. Today, I've probably only said a dozen or so words, just enough to be polite and to get some food. I think its tremendously important to be polite. I guess people are afraid of what might happen if they stop talking; if ( Read more... )

I wrote you a poem in white ( Read more... )