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Too afraid....
My friend mention about "Open relationship" I don't mind going into one but....I just can't. He's always in my mind when I want to completely shut him off. I could go for him, fight for him, win him over. But I don't think so I'm worth he's time. I know myself very well. I'll hurt him all over again ( Read more... ) -
Quote of the day
"Never trust someone who lies to you and never lie to someone who puts all their trust into you." -
Just...disappear if that what you want...
it hurts like a bitch when you misses someone and you move on. finally able to live a normal live. suddenly that person you trying to get over came back. that person shows interest in you again and cares for you. just when you open up to the person once more that person disappears again. Why don't you just DISAPPEAR from my life for GOOD. I hate ( Read more... ) -
Injection
You know what amusing? My sis. She's terrified of injection. While I in other hand is slightly sadist. I'm a little scared of injection, but yet a little excited to get it. I will wait for it to come, feeling all scared. but once the needle in and felt a tiny pain...i go "AH...!♥". Damn that sound so wrong....Baby require me to entertain her when ( Read more... ) -
Trauma of love and friendship
Speaking of my dream this morning...it made me realized something. Back than....I'm the type who value friendship more than relationship. I love my friends more than I love my own life. But bcuz of that I been abused, backstab and thrown away like a broken doll for so many years. Slowly I withdraw from people. Slowly I become way too afraid to be ( Read more... ) -
Trying my best
I know I haven't been here for so long. I promised to update here more but I didn't. Been so busy and tired, so many things happen. Good and bad. PHEW~!
But I'll try my best cuz I don't want to give up on LJ. It been my bestfriend for so long. So i'm trying my best not to abandon it. -
I struggled with a mighty SNAKE
I had a strange dream this early morning. Had a dream that we were somewhere, i was with friends but I couldn't remember who. Everyone was looking down into this mini zoo which was outdoor, beautiful weather. It was a mini zoo like for those Rabbit. But i wasn't sure what animal was it suppose to be in it. All i know out from no way a big, freaking ( Read more... ) -
Brother engagement
19 February 2011.....
Syazwan Bin Ab Rahim is officially ENGAGE to Halimatul Saadiah today and in the same time celebrating he's bday as well. Now people asking when my turn.......XD;;;
CONGRATULATION~!!!!!!
Will update this journal later......
