the 6 entries previous to this one are all post-dated to the last 6 months...

“The older person does not realize the soul-flights of the adolescent ( Read more... )

See here’s the thing… if I died tonight, a lot of people would say “wow, what a tragedy, he was such and amazing person. He was an inspiration… blah blah blah… but in my mind, I would have died alone. No one really gives a fuck. They just want to sit back and watch. No one really wants inside my head. It would scare the hell out of them. And theyd ( Read more... )

I wear this Jesus bracelet all to well, but on the inside with what you cant tell is I’m falling apart. Life comes at you fast and some things just don’t last, but in the end this act will prove to be a real-life tragedy. If I’m a puppet on a stage, I’m the one everybody loves to hate. They want to laugh at my jokes and see me fall when I choke. I ( Read more... )

I’m trapped inside this fucking house ( Read more... )

This same moon staring at me
Casting shadows that I don’t want to see
These stars watching
me all alone
Staring me down
Won’t leave me alone
Loneliness seems to plague me
But I am not looking
I do not desire the hassle
Just the companionship

A single shadow on a full moon night
If it does not stop I think I might
Just go crazy

Words and meaning ( Read more... )

so i just wrote my first ever song ( Read more... )

it all comes out in the water. a bad day, a bad week, thoughts of days gone by and days to come. catch a wave and forget. miss a wave and sit in silent anger letting everything bubble up to the surface ( Read more... )

I am so sick of people commending the music, when it is not good. I am so sick of people commending students for evangelizing when the only reason most of them go out to share their faith is for a class. It doesn’t make any sense to me to be proud of people when the people receiving the complements are the ones complaining the most about class-work ( Read more... )