Here. Having a blast. Not much time to say stuff. Australia is awesome.

...so my passport gets here here in a few hours..I leave for Australia at 7pm..I'm on my friggin way! And damn it Cora, answer your damn phone.

Another thing explained to me, another mystery of life solved. One more down, 1,000,000,000,000 more to go. Time to bleed. Because I ask too much. So I have to make up the difference.

What I hate most about here is no matter how many people are around, I'm alone. I can't need someone, because no one will ever be there. I don't like feeling this alone.

haven't updated in awhile. haven't been angry in awhile. Anyway, yeah, extremist muslims are the new nazi. And just like 1930's germany, the other muslims don't give a shit enough to speak out. It's all there people. the intolerance, the "master" race(religion), the mass killing of "undesireables." And yet you want to appease. You say we deserve it ( Read more... )

AAARRRRRGGGHHHH. Damn IT. I need to work but there's no damn work so my ass is here doing nothing except waiting...for work. I need 3.5k by September. which is 2 monhts worth of work. And time is running out. Shit shit shit.

well. I'm back in Texas, waitong for work. I need $4000 dollars by September, hopefully at least $1400 before August. Damn I wish I was working. Sometimes when I was with Gabe, I would see Chris walking, and in the shadows it was Martin walking and I was about to yell for him to get over here. And then I remembered. It still hurts sometimes. I ( Read more... )

Damn Flogging Molly rocks. Happy when I'm happy, melancholy when I'm melancholy. A huge comfort to me.

This has been the hardest week of my life. Not only am I trying to help everyone else and be supportive, but I'm crying my eyes out constantly and I can't be around to talk to Caryn. This is fucked up bad.

Damn. Martin killed himself at Gabe's. I'm crying. He was a damn good person. I'm going to miss him.