i slip into a wave-- probably one from the ocean
and my yellow half
the one in black and white
secretly hopes that no one will ever catch it
ultimately...were riding alone
i like the sound of that

start your day over
you have a p[r[e[t[t[y f]a]c]e

*loooooking for photographers*...good ones bitches

meow

uh...still no internet ( Read more... )

id love to see a day where i get those feelings again
ill live for tomorrow
ill die when im ready

drugs make me want to shoot myself in the head

maybe this is a step forward????

so my internet got turned off....poooooooooooooo

i dont know. things are truckin along....good i suppose.

I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT

is that a bad thing?????? im starting to think its not

sometimes life holds you back and makes you think. these days i dont know how ive made it this far, it doesnt seem quite real, but then again, nothing does. the caring factor comes and goes like the sun...its not human really. but i suppose i am still managing to love, not that that really counts for much of anything. im so lost in the world, i ( Read more... )

for some reason all i feel is PRESSURE....TONS of it. i dont know why really...i shouldnt i suppose, but all the cups of tea are freezing and polly isnt going to drink them on her own. and he tells me to just put a flower in my hair and wear it like a tuesday.

thats the spirit.

im such a fucking slut...
:)

last night was absolutely horrid. seeing davee and everyone was good though ( Read more... )

INK  :)

FUCK
im fucking everything ( Read more... )

so i met a cute boy last night. super cute boy.

i dont know. im confused about nothing.

i just want to the sun to come out when its raining.