"But I Remember Counting Days Down 'Til The Year Could Be Done
So I Could Scatter All My Notebooks On The Prep School Lawn
And Disappear Again Into A Summer's Bliss
Of Staying Out, Sleeping In And Getting Drunk With My Friends<3 ( Read more... )

I am oh so very tired of all this. Everyone is stuck somewhere, there is no way out of this. Is it possible for two people to love eachother the same? I think not. No matter how long two people have been together there will never be a balance of emotions. Never even close to being the same. Can there be love between two people even when one ( Read more... )

I fear I will wake up and this will all be a dream. It will be forth grade again and I will have no friends. There wont be anything left. Highschool still seems like a dream to me. It all seems like a dream. I have a wonderful boyfriend and amazing friends but what would I do if i woke up and it was all fake. Maybe thats all life is, just a really ( Read more... )

Is the glass half empty or half full? I just cant tell anymore. It seems like theres nothing in the cup. No wine, no whisky, no feelings. Perhaps its been empty for a long time but I didnt take the time to notice and refill my own glass. I've been so thirsty. Thirsty for anything from the slightest drop of liquer to the smallest sip of water. ( Read more... )

I cant be myself anymore I dont know how. I despritly hate this. This isnt like me, I mean the last entry, what I'm doing seems to make sence but its doesnt. None of this makes sence. Its not like me to push people away. I supose I have lost myself. Something in me says that its proabably better if I stay away, and then something replys saying im ( Read more... )

Its always been personal. Maybe its better if were not friends. You thought I was shutting you out before, well now I really am. See and the best thing is it wont bother me at all because I've been the one being shut out and I'm fuckin fine. I'm sure you will be to, you have other things to keep you busy ( Read more... )

I hate knowing that the best time will always end and just leave the emptiest of feelings. I hate knowing that everyone has to feel this at one point in their lives. I hate that I feel like everything will end this way. Feeling just disappear. Its a tragedy. This week has been the worst for me and its all because this endless search to find what I ( Read more... )

Dear Love ( Read more... )

Well, here's what I have to say ( Read more... )