you know what. though i'll never get over you. i'll be fine. if i dont have you, i'll be fine. there's so many other great fish in the sea.

i dont know why you're the only one i ever felt so strongly for thus far in my life, and in the 4 years it's been since I met you.

You give me a glimpse of hope. And then, you contradict yourself, contradict the very words that gave me hope. You were with some one else 2, 3 years. You can wait for me, too. I've loved you 4 years. Did you think of me when you were with her? You think of me now, but why? Because you know, with the little hints I give, that I still feel for you?  ( Read more... )

DONT CLICK ON THE LINK MY FELLOW FASTERS!!!

I might have to leave the vegan  communities until the juice fasting is over because they talk about and post delicious recipes like this--http://www.cestlavegan.com/2010/07/mushroom-pate/.
 :/

No good. So yeah. Just wanted to post that for after I'm done fasting.

Cleaned kitchen and bathroom today.
In addition to Tae Bo, dancing and yoga, I did 20 squats and 25 sit ups.

Planning to do more sit ups and some leg exercises as the night goes on.

Happy though I know I'm starting my period soon and am having the sadness that I do at this time of every month.

Starting raw vegan, smoothies and juice mostly tomorrow ( Read more... )

 Been awake for 2 hours, and already 650 cals. Eye opening. 

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Exercised  A LOT today.

I am going to start counting calories.

Tomorrow:

Clean room
Juice and be raw vegan!!
Exercise
Submit whatever applications I can over the web
Get camera working

Doing ok. Had very very little raw to eat. Hadnt went to the grocery in awhile. Just loaded back up and so excited. Got lots of rawness!! And I'm taking almost every opportunity to exercise.