Introspection has been hard, if not impossible for me lately. I'm afraid that comming to any conclusions about my thoughts/behaviors will obligate responsibility for them. Because I fear the solutions to my problems are only conflicting and irrational, I would have to sacrifice a part of myself to take control of the situation and choose a road. ( Read more... )

My life is swirling about above my head and pieces of it are projecting off into oblivion as we speak ( Read more... )

How did I lose my way? I guess when you get older you start realizing that you kinda have to start depending on society, and that means you gotta do things in it. Why did I hate it so much? From where comes this automatic bitterness? Well, wherever it came from, it has certainly been squelched by my becoming a participant in the structures of ( Read more... )

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get real

I'm updating! woo. I wonder how long it will take before anyone sees this. hmm ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to update. i know ALL of you are just hanging on the edge of your seats to read a word from my thoughts. and when i say "you" i am refering to myself ( Read more... )

what's with this place? the first week i got here, i learned NCC has a high drop out rate. all these people are wasting away their lives on massage therapy degrees and flunking the required courses. i have yet to strike up an intelligent conversation with any one other than a professor. and its strange that nearly every student claims to hate this ( Read more... )

so i went trick or treating last night. how bout you ( Read more... )

The Beat of Your Life ( Read more... )

on a side note-
i had a dream last night that i gave birth to a baby cow which then turned into a grey gosling which i then proceded to attempt to breast feed.
anyone up for a dream analysis on that one?

i hope im not pregnant. :|