I am in fact alive. Most people I know don't do these anymore, but that's ok. I don't do this for you anyway.

So I am sitting here thinking yo myself: "what ever shall I write, that no one will read?"

Fact is: A lot has happened, but I don't feel the need to talk, or type. Just be.

So whatev. stay chillll.

I'm going in circles with you.
and the only thing I can catch when I chase is myself.
You're a bit too distant and I'm getting too tired.
To chase.

So for now I'll hope you stop running and I'll wait.

But eventually, I won't be found.

**hereicome

I still have a LJ!?

That nobody reads. lol.

<3

I'm getting tired of guessing meaning.
Ruining my mind for your words.

You're really pushing me.

Away.

I don't know how much I can take.

Pulling teeth to steal a smile ( Read more... )

So a lot is going on. I don't really know where to begin.

I'm pissed.

I'm annoyed.

I'm everything but (what I want to be)

It should hurt, but I don't feel a thing. =]

LOLERPOP

So a lot has happened since my last entry, but I don't feel a need to discuss it in this way.

So here are some facts:

I deeply care for this girl.
I graduated.
I am content, but I am not complete.
I have a loss of friends.
It's my fault.

I think I'm happier without this hole of E-filth.

I'm so fickle.

Some changes are afoot, and you may have to make a big decision at some point in the near future. Remember that while everyone's advice is well-meant, in the end, you're the only one who can say yea or nay.

that one hits close to home.