Ya, that was me forgetting about this thing again ( Read more... )

That was me exploding.
So i have a calc III final tomorrow and a chem final on friday and i am freaking the fuck out. ive studied more than ive ever studied in my life for anything but im still really stressing. and my whatever-he-is, is being an ass, which sucks. i just want to be done with everything. i really need a break.

so remember how i have a livejournal and then forget about it all the time and then all of the sudden remember it and decide to use it and then forget about it again? ya i remember that too ( Read more... )

so this weekend i have dedicated to studying; i am well aware of how cool this makes me ( Read more... )

what the fuck. already wednesday. how quickly the week passes. how much shit i have to do. i cant fucking believe i have another round of midterms next week, who ever heard of two midterms per class. rifuckingdiculous.

i am going to the gym, because i am cool like that.

so i realize that this title would seem to imply that i am over it, it being life or something profound such as that. however, i simply mean that i am over failing my midterm, an unusually happy use of the phrase 'over it' i think ( Read more... )

i failed a midterm.
i have never failed before in my life.
i thought about walking into the middle of a busy street, but i didnt have the energy.
i cried all of the tears out of my body, so now there is nothing to do but accept it.
yep. i love mondays.

so mondays are normally the most unfortunate day of the week. however, given my schedule, they make me extremely happy. i dont have class on mondays until 6:20. given, that class is calc III, which is very unfortunate, at least its the only class of the day. i basically have the room to myself all day which is nice ( Read more... )

so i sat here for about a couple of hours trying to remember my fucking username. i finally did. so here we are ( Read more... )

so, its been forever and i dont know why im doing this, just felt like it...APs are finally over and im fucking exhausted, i dont really care about anything anymore, the whole year built up to them and now theyre done...anyways...pretty much it, my house is a wreck because we need to be out soon, i still dont know where im going to stay until i ( Read more... )