It's been a hell of a week....I've been too busy to update...and I really should be sleeping now but I don't want to let this past week go by un-noted...so let's see what I can remember.

Sunday-  Had a server meeting at 9 am...don't remember why I didn't sleep saturday night, just remember that I didn't.  So the meeting lasted like 2 hours and then ( Read more... )

Today was....odd...I can't really explain it...so I'll just go through the motions and see if maybe I can catch what I missed.

Got up at like 3:30....threw clothes on to go pick up my check...stood there for like 20 minutes waiting for Rhonda, only to discover they messed up my check again and thus, was unavailable to me....went home...sat in a daze ( Read more... )

It's been another one of those times...when I keep coming here to update, staring blankly at the screen and then walking away.  But I must force myself...I'm so afraid sometimes that if I don't record my life, I'll forget to remember it.  Sometimes the days get so jumbled though...I forget where I am or who I am or what I am ( Read more... )

Just got home from work a little bit ago...wasn't closing but ended up being there till 2 am anyways....Nicole is supposed to call me when she gets home as she wants me to come hang out....I told her I would but I'm hoping to beg off as I really don't feel like doing anything and as they will probably be drinking and I still feel like shit and am ( Read more... )

Ok...this is like the 5th time in the past few days that I've opened this to rant or post commentary, or even just to reiterate my day...but upon doing so, have changed mind/felt updating to be a chore I didn't have the energy or attention span or what have you to do so properly, and have just let it be.  But now I shall force myself in the hopes ( Read more... )

I had today off...and I slept long and hard, refusing to quit the couch until after 6 pm.  I really needed that.  Yesterday was a giant cluster fuck...went in to work early to try and help detangle....I'm speaking to Craig again....I always did have trouble staying mad...Just watched the two episodes of House I'd missed and the new one on tonight ( Read more... )

Got off of work at like 1:30...so had a long beach, a double screw driver, then some shot my new friend Del bought me...he is definitely beautiful...maybe that's why I went home with him?  I don't remember anymore..I just really hate being alone...I think I need therapy...or at least a hand to hold on to...have to remember to call John tomorrow ( Read more... )

Let's see if I can remember the last eight days enough to give a decent update....

Friday the 2nd:  Got drunk dialed at like quarter to nine in the morning.  Was Craig, wanting to relate how "peachy" he was to me....word stealer.  So he asked me to come lay next to him and I went over there and we messed around/layed around until like 3:30 pm when I ( Read more... )

 Got out of work at like 12 something, so had a burrito with rice, cheese and sour cream, then bellied up to the bar to drink with Matt *who always complains that I never drink with him*.  Had two LBs and a double SD while Matt and I had music wars on the juke box to find the best "bar songs"...my selections: Tuesday's Gone by Lynard Skynard, ( Read more... )

Whatever happened to friday nights?  To mary janes and sharp pencils and great loves?  Where are all the daisy chains and wishing wells and knock knock jokes?  Where are our plastic lunchboxes, juice boxes, shoe boxes filled with love letters, with post cards, palm turkeys and class pictures? How do you out grow a yo-yo?  Was anything ever really ( Read more... )