It's 4 am...I have to be up in 5 hours...I can't sleep....fuck.  I am eating tuna on crackers and watching a documentary on wedding cakes on food network.  Earlier...I was watching the nastiest show...something called dirty jobs and this episode was all about cows giving birth...yeah.....icky.  I was like mesmerized by the grossness......I really ( Read more... )

So it's been a minute...I've been in a bit of a pissy funk since thursday night...but I'm all better now.  Spent thursday with my mom, went up there at like 9 am and went to the reading tournament practice at Michael's school, then made an eclectic lunch out of orange chicken, macaroni salad, and garlic shrimp. Then we decorated all the kid's tee ( Read more... )

Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be here? 

Sigh...I remember this feeling.....it's so.....and yet....fuck. Oh bloody hell.

hmmm....I have the feeling that I might be screwing myself here.  Let me explain.  But first...an update:  Got trashed sunday night after work...I had this table with a bitch at it that made me cry at work (aww I know...at least I did it outside with a cigarette and not in front of anyone, and when Craig came in he offered to beat them up ha ha but ( Read more... )

So it's like 6:30....I woke up an hour ago...in the bathtub...pruney and cold....and I have NO idea how I got there.  No idea when I left last night, no idea how I got home, no idea if I paid my bill/left a tip....(I assume I did since I came home with 65 less dollars than I went there with)...no idea of the last like 10 hours period.  I could have ( Read more... )

 50 of my favorite quotes, in no particular order

1. "Roy Orbison singing for the lonely, hey that's me and I want you only"
2. "Harry....Keep the change"
3. "After all, thunder is amusing and lightning is pretty wild until it strikes you and then you just have to die"
4. “Love is the ultimate outlaw. It just won't adhere to any rules. The most any of ( Read more... )

Today was decent....it was supposed to be my day off but I ended up covering for Rhonda who was covering for Lyndsey.  I made good money so it was worth it. Something was happening with the carnies next door, a whole bunch of cops were there (Monika's baby was yelling "Coppers Shell, Coppers!"..so cute) and we sent out ambassadors to investigate.  ( Read more... )

I am so tired....closed saturday, was there till 4, then Kelly and I went to Ihop, dropped her off, came home for like an hour and a half then had breakfast with Abra at antique kitchen (tried eggs benedict...not what I thought but I dug it), slept till work then worked from like 5 till one, then (stupidly, thinking I didn't have to be in till 4 ( Read more... )

I am so fucking tired right now.  I had to open yesterday after like 2 hours of sleep, then IC (illicit crush!) showed up at like 3, I got out at like 5 and decided to stay for a LB, a BOM and fried shrimp, IC came and sat with me and we talked for a few hours, lisa and amber were working and hung out with us at the table a lot, ha ha at "picking ( Read more... )