i've been thinking about him a lot since i've moved away. its funny how you never really notice someone when they're right under your nose, but when they're not anymore, you realize "what could have been". we've been talking a lot on the fone and he makes me miss west palm even more. its impossible though, he lives so far away now. why would he ( Read more... )

ok so im here. it sucks. theres absolutly nothing to do and im continuously being hit on by black men. its sick. the only thing to do around here is go to the gym and out to eat. the gym isnt my thing so i've been spending most of my money on clothes and food. im looking for a job so i can save my money and move the hell outta here. theres hardly ( Read more... )

im just waiting on the news from stephanie. it would change everything completely if her parents said yes. if they dont, i have thought a lot about what im going to do. im going to enroll in the high school up here. im going to graduate and work and save my money. im going to move the hell out of here back to west palm and attend FAU like i planned ( Read more... )

well things couldnt possibly be anymore worse than they are. i have to leave my highschool in my senior year, i have to quit my job and say good-bye to all my friends. i might have to drop out. i dont know where my life is going to go. good bye everyone.

really weird things always happen to me as i've come to notice. today at work, just as i was clocking out i got a phone call from "Brad's cousin" (brad=ex b/f). thats not the weird part tho, lol. the weird thing is that i had just told amy like the week before that i had a dream about Brad and i've been thinking about him lately. I havent talked to ( Read more... )

i cant wait to leave this place. im going to visit my mom in north florida and right now couldnt be a better time. me and amy are driving up there wed. after school. im so unbelievably excited to see her and get away. we're planning to go to st.augustine and some other places. it should be fun, and even if its not it will be nice to not be doing ( Read more... )

what sha'll I subscript today for you oh so interested people to read? im afraid i must let you all down. my life is a black hole of nothingness. I wish something exciting would happen to me. or Someone. =) blah. this is short. good bye.

i always think about the future. no matter what situation it is. i think, "whats going to happen after this?", "will my life completely change b/c of this action?". i've come to realize that i've let my morals go. i've become a different person probably because of my peers and because of the stressful situations i've been put in these past 2 years ( Read more... )

i cant believe i got a freaking car. its insane. for some odd reason i just pictured myself bumming rides of people for the rest of my life. i couldnt picture actually driving myself where i needed to go. so last night, me and amy had to work til like 10 and then we headed over to David's house cuz he had people over. We chilled there until like 12 ( Read more... )

well lets see....i 2nite i worked til 11 and then kyle and devin came and picked me and shannon up from work. devin was too drunk to drive. lol. me and shannon bout something a little better than alcohol. we went over davids house cuz he was having people over. davids room and the strobe light rock so hardcore. haha. but after chillin there for ( Read more... )