so ive decided that no one actually reads this shit besides matthew. but ill go ahead and update anyways... so i tried out for cheerleading.... i was kinda sceptical about the whole thing from the beginning but i decided to go ahead and tryout anyways. umm basically i didnt make it. but i am soooo relieved bc when i woke up this morning i decided i ( Read more... )

4. Do you have a crush on me? Or did you ever have a crush on me?
5. Have we kissed? If no, would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. woke up... went to school... took a test. slept the rest of the time. came home and just sat around. talked to matt a whole bunch! im glad bc i didnt even talk to him yesterday hardly. im gunna be getting ready for work here in a few. my week comming up is gunna be so hectic. i work tonight i have my final exam tomorrow bc ( Read more... )

i am dedicating this entry to my jellybean. haha... well this week has been very difficult. despite all the terrible things that have been done and said that put our relationship on a huge test...i am very happy to conclude that everything will be looking up i hope. i made a decicion last night and i am going to stick to no matter what. september ( Read more... )

everything was so perfect. and i srewed it up. im stupid and dumb. and now i dont even know what to think. im so sick of va. i dont see why i even try. im really tired and i have nothing to say.

sammie

kellies b-day was fun. i only had time to go see a movie bc i got off work late. then i came home and went to sleep. so ive spent the last few days with my kellie jo. its been fun. tomorrow is going to suck. i have to stay after school tomorrow to make up more work bc of the 2 days i missed. oh well. man today was awesome. i woke up and went to ( Read more... )

well this morning started off crapy... i woke up late so i couldnt go to school. couldnt fall back asleep so i just layed there. now im gunna have triple the work to make up in my stupid class. and lets not mention that i probably wont get to go anywhere later since i "didnt go to school" this blows. and none of it is even really my fault. so ( Read more... )

so i was thinking a lot about wether i wanted to go out with matt or not... i mean we have so much in common and he makes me laugh sooooo much. i feel like ive known him forever... hes what i have wanted for a lonnnng time. but a part of me didnt want to go out with him. i dont know why. perhaps its bc im scared of the fact that i found someone who ( Read more... )

well a lots been going on. ive been hanging out with my kellie jo potter every day! we have so much fun every time we hang out. yesterday we went and got our nails done after work. fun stuff. yeah so about a week ago when i hung out with kellie i met matt and weve hung out everyday since then. hes so awesome he makes me laugh like whoa and i love ( Read more... )

hmmm ok so leta recap... i wasnt getting ANY hours at work. sooo i went to my manager and told her i want more hours. so she decideds to make me work allll next week. 9am-4pm. then sat. and sunday 5-9pm. ahhhhh lovely huh? now i have like no time at all. oh well beggers and cant be choosers i suppose. so aside from working i spent most of the ( Read more... )