I have been feeling wierd lately. I have just been thinking about what my life would be like if I hadnt done some of the things that I have. I am really happy and grateful for where I am in my life right now, but part of my wonders what I would be like if things were different. idk, im just questioning my life right now.

I havent posted in forever. I have been so busy what with working and school and finals and family shit. Work is amazing...i have a few people in perticular that make it amazing...hahaha (message to ashley mcgrath---like rocky...i mean, im his adrian!!) and school is okay. The usual. I cant talk long. Im going ice skating with people and then ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. I havent posted in like 100 years. I have been super busy lately. With work and hanging out with friends, and christmas and everyhting, its been craaazy. On thursday, me(hopscotch), kayla(snack shack), lauren, and brandon went and saw night at the mueseum and then went to steak n shake. That is the funnest place ever. Me and ( Read more... )

I am bored and I just feel like writing. I just want to get everything out that I am feeling right now. The guy that I am in love with is leaving and I think that will literally kill me. Half of me wants to see him stay and light up my life as usual. And the other half of me, just wants to see him go because then I can start to get over him. I ( Read more... )

I havent posted in foreverrr! Goodness gracious. Today sucked. I had to yell at people and that pissed me off. I dont even do anything wrong and people blow up in my face. I have a right to be mad, you dont. Anyway, if I keep going with that, I will get pissed again. Hahaha. I gotta go though ( Read more... )

I havent posted in FOREVER. And i have been so extremely busy, its not even funny.

How do you say goodbye? Goodbye isnt enough words to tell the person you love that you will never ever forget them...that you will never let yourself forget the way that person makes you feel. Its killing me inside.

Thanksgiving was fun. All the fam came over to my house and it was real busy...but fun at the same time. I was cooking all day. I made yams(yuck) and green bean casserole and cleaned the entire house. Not fun. But then my sisters, and brother in laws came over and we had a funnnn partay/shin dig. But through all this...all this time when I ( Read more... )

Well, I just got home from quitting my job. I just got so fed up with everything and its over. I was in school all day just like I dont need the shit he gives me. I get paid $6.00 an hour and i do so much there. I clean, cook, answer phones, and take care of people at the register. Thats kinda a lot and my boss would get all pissy when I wasnt ( Read more... )

I dont know what the hell is going on in my life right now. He is sending me all these wierd signals and I dont know what to do about them. Uhhh. Boys suck and I am doing the best thing right now...talking to Theresa. I miss her and all of her cool friends who are cool. Ahhhahahaha, matt and beth and Tom(was that his name? idk) and luke, and ( Read more... )

Well, i had courage today and i gave him the note. And nobody knew how hard i was shaking before i saw his face and then a calming feeling came over me leading me to give him the note. 1/2 of me is so glad that i did. the other 1/2 regrets it a bit. idk what to do. all i know is that i will end up getting hurt once again. jesus, im a target.. and ( Read more... )