last entry i swear.....

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

hhmmmm....basically my life has been wrapped around one person....and its really fucking awesome....it makes me sad to think one day she wont be in my bed every night...one day im going to have to be independent again.....pathetic but true

p.s. this is my last entry im not deleting but im not updating anymore

So...I'm grounded for two weeks..and I can't drive my car for a month...but I'm still getting it on Monday.I am really excited. I dont know yesterday was kinda shitty, everything was just building up, I had so much guilt for so many things and then I finally broke down and talked with my mom for like a while it was really cool how she was so ( Read more... )

Well I guess school is pretty okay. I have some classes that I dread, and some I love. I hate Chemistry because of that teacher Mr. Carter...he is so fucking boring. I love Spanish 3 because I get to see Vanessa. I love sociology because Case is in there and he makes me laugh, alot. I also know like a shit load of people in that class, which makes ( Read more... )

I want him to never make any form of contact with me again...it just leads to feeling abandoned and depressed..and I hate when I get like that..I hate that I care..I hate that people can be so selfish and afraid of being alone ( Read more... )

THIS IS CRAZY MAD LOVE

I used to think that this was all insecurity, but maybe it's not and I'm just telling myself that. To hide from the truth. I want, but even when I have, I'm not happy. Sometimes I think it's all me and other times I think it just wasn't ment to happen. I confuse myslef so much. I feel like I am drowning in self pitty and artificial feeling.

When I freak out about something small like that, it makes me realize how much I really care about you.

I don't think I will ever get my hopes up again, it just leads to disappointment.

THIS IS MY NEW LJ....HERES TO MY NEW WAYS