Paaaah! So many wonderful memories of my brother's wedding. Definitely the best day of my life to date ( Read more... )

I've been thinking for weeks now to restart this thing, or at least fill in some details about what is going on so that I can remember all this in my old age. Thanks to Barry for pushing me that bit more ( Read more... )

Two things that I am and can be written in (my grave) stone is that I’m a vegetarian and that I’m gay. Two things I am forever asking myself is if I’m really either. I've been told that being a Librian has everything to do with it ( Read more... )

I didn’t go out two weekends ago. I wasn’t the best for it afterwards. I wasn’t down; I just realised that going out makes my nerve endings stronger. In an effort to build up on my store of happiness, I’ve since made the effort to go out more ( Read more... )

It’s 2.32 am and I have to get up early in the morning. What am I doing writing an entry ( Read more... )

Once a year I apply for jobs, not so much to get employed as much as to get interview practice. This job was no exception, until the interview itself where I realised that although they had advertised for one position, what they were really offering actually interested me ( Read more... )

As usual I was behind time and my mind was preoccupied with trying to work out all the permutations and combinations of how to make everything work out. I had an hour left to get to the next lesson and busses were far and few between. Soon one came along but it was crammed. I could have risked it and waited for another, more suitable bus, but I ( Read more... )

Had a lesson with a new private student yesterday. The theme of the lesson was the nature versus nurture debate. To get the ball rolling and to get his attention, I asked him whether he thought being gay was either from one’s nature or from one’s environment. He drew a blank. When probed a bit, he went on to talk about how TV could make people gay ( Read more... )

Before I left for Ireland for the summer, Bailey assured me not to worry about us; that I was to go to Ireland and do what I had to do. I told him that for the first few weeks I wouldn’t be able to ring him often for the first few weeks ( Read more... )

Had been thinking about what I would do for my fortieth all year, but life got in the way and in the end I didn't have the strength to prepare anything. I had been working all day so I came home late, bought a bottle of expensive champagne and wondered what would happen next ( Read more... )