I finally pulled out of the dark hole. Probably only for a brief and short period, but I will enjoy it as much as I can ( Read more... )

No ( Read more... )

Fuck I hate living. It's not worth the trouble.

Happy birthday to me - to days ago. And last night, a surprise party!
Overwhelming.

The start of the perfect month was a little.. hectic. My dress wasn't done around twelve o'clock the day before we were going to the capitol. So I ended up giving the whole deal up. I brought the dress with me in its incomplete state. Though I was hella tired the next morning (slept at 2:30 and woke up at 6:10) I was having fun with both Lise and ( Read more... )

I know I promised that I would write in this thing EVERY day, but I really haven't gotten to find something interesting to talk about. Most of all, I think that a journal should be used for those extra special thoughts, those that you can't quite print onto the paper but always are on your mind ( Read more... )

I've been having a lot of personal troubles lately. I've begun to question my motives, my attitude, my life in general. Amazingly, there haven't been any conflicts at home - well, not between me and my dad that is! But it seems like every single thing I do annoys my mom. What can I do ( Read more... )

Update later when I get to collect my thoughts and throw them onto the paper...
Went to our summercottage with my parents. It was really, really nice. I got to relax much more than I've done recently, but it also resulted in massive homework pressure when I got home. It's okay, I got to spend some time with my parents and everything.

Well, got up late and came in five minutes late. Got a horrible physics rapport back with all these red marks in it (failure -3). Had history (score +1). Had math (score +2, and that's rare. I'm so lousy at math) Had religion (score +2) and old (neutral). Went to the student café to get some math help. Sat there for 1½ hour and didn't even to solve ( Read more... )

Well, it hasn't exactly been a busy weekend, but I have been several places, like Kris' and my grandma ( Read more... )