I went to the bathroom earlier to fix my hair and looked at myself in the mirror. I know many things have changed over the past year or so (I feel the growing and changing of character much more now than I did when I was younger), but these moments of realisation are rare and often happen around times when the surrounding world has not been gentle ( Read more... )

Wow, it sure has been a long time since I last updated this. Little over a year. I must be honest and tell that I really don't feel the urge to update in this. I used to write a lot in this when I was younger, mostly because of the turmoil of life that I was leading. I have read it few times since, and it still amazes me how conflictfilled I was ( Read more... )

Since I got fired, I've had a lot of spare time where I could allow my thoughts to wander. I've come to a point where I feel the need to write down memories of my life that I find important. One of them is the memory of the Chimney Sweeper, a killer in Denmark that raped and murdered a 10 year old girl. None of you probably remembers, but earlier I ( Read more... )

I got fired three days ago. I have spent my 'freetime' on anything else than looking for a new job. I will do that monday. Right now, my entire focus is on my best friend Mia who is leaving for an 8 month stay in Spain next monday. I have cried because I know that noone can be the same as she was for me (did that sentence make any sense??). She ( Read more... )

-> how I promised myself I would update this LiveJournal every day... and then I've been neglecting it for 1½ week or so ( Read more... )

I have started to review my life-philosophy. Instead of regarding all the negatives of the day, I have started to try and live 100%. I am well aware of the fact that I am not yet capable of doing that, but I wanna try the next-best thing: Getting the best out of everything. Instead of going to work well-aware that the next 9 hours will be painful ( Read more... )

Lately, I have been following you guys through your laughs and cries, hardships and happiness and somehow I have finally cme to peace with myself, reconsidering to begin to log my thoughts at new. I can't count on one hand how many times I have re-read my old entries and pondered over my old self... so much has changed me the last few months, but I ( Read more... )

So, what's new ( Read more... )

How disappointing. I haven't posted in 3½ months ( Read more... )

Welcome to the year of '06. This year will be exciting, filled with new experiences, new countries, new people and a new self ( Read more... )