I have not slept in close to three days, now. It's totally awesome. Fuck school. I had a job interview today! It's a lame retail job, but that's kind of what I need right now. Every time I see you, or even a picture of you, it physically hurts and I almost always feel like I will just vomit right there.

So um... that's where I am.

I am sick and I want my mom. This makes me feel even more awful.

...obviously I'm a happy camper.

So it's finally all done. Why do I feel guilty because I can't forgive you? And why the fuck do YOU get to be the one that walks away?? This is all backwards. I guess the important thing is that we finally know where we stand... away from each other. It still hurts like hell, though. I thought that maybe I could look at you differently after some ( Read more... )

I have seriously forgotten how to be without you and it makes me feel pathetic.

empty.

FREAK OUT

blank.

road trip?

I'm not supposed to miss him.

So...I guess this is when you figure out who your true fucking friends are, eh?