i know exactly how you feel. the lonliness. the feeling of emptiness and wanting to end it all. i've been to the psych ward 5 god damn times and i guess i learned a thing or two from some of the people i met there. it sounds so cliche and shit but even though when there are tough times and life is just beating you down, don't give up. don't be some pussy taking the easy way out by doing yourself in. what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. you seem like a strong person to me, even though i've never met you. if you ever feel like no one can relate, remember me because i know what you're going through. the drugs and shit and people and the hurting...i know all that. and i'm making it through slowly but steadily. i know you can too if you want to. it's all in YOU. if you want to get better then that's your decision. if not, then i can't help you. but just remember...don't give up on life.
you don't need to feel guilty, because there is nothing you can help. There is nothing wrong living for yourself... you have to do that before you can even think about other people. Once i told myself i would stop, but who knows if that ever happens. It's an uphill battle both ways, and you can't run it, even if your ankel healed. Just remember there's alway hot dog on a stick after the storm!
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