to mr. anonymous

i send u a hug

ok well this guy imed me and asked if i would sell him some razor blades. u can imagine how the convo started off. well here is some of what he said. i know he is reading this but w/e. try to help me figure out who this guy is ( Read more... )

i cant sit or stand up straight or i will throw up. my stomach is killing me and i feel great. its funny how doing something as simple as drinking 1.5 liters at water in a minute can bring so much joy and entertainment. ya i gotta go pee

there is a lonliness that is filling my body more and more everyday. what makes it worse is that i know what would make it better. i have hopeless hope and it is tearing me up inside. life is annoying because it wants what i dont want.

o yea, blood test soon!

hahahaha

my life is in pieces in every possible way
i cant find my mom
i cant find my best friend
i cant find reliefe
i am trapped in a place where im just going to suffer and die

someone plz help

i cannot leave here. i cannot stay ( Read more... )

my aunt and cousins are coming to visit. i havent seen them in a year. they are from my moms side of the family and that side of the family hates my mom pretty much. i miss all of them and i just hope that there isnt a fight. because they are coming i have to change the way that i dress and the way that i am shown all around. i have to totaly ( Read more... )

it is just now hitting me how much i miss the ocean. the ocean is the place where i am the happiest, and i have been away from it so long. im definately changing that ( Read more... )