one last entry ( Read more... )

for all of u who didnt know, ive been locked up for the past few days ( Read more... )

the nightmares arent stopping. every night haunted by horrible dreams that just scare me awake to sit and think in a cold sweat. im tired of not sleeping. its really what i need right now. last night i was tortured by a big elephant that just kept whipping me with its trunk or something. y wont these dreams stop?

Life it seems, will fade away ( Read more... )

fuck u guys. how am i supposed to survive at home. i have to go to a doc appt in a few mins. i swear if they try to lock me up im gonna kick ur asses.

i dont know y ive been updating so much lately ( Read more... )

guilt is a bitch. y does it have to hurt so fucking much inside that pit in your stomach. it seems like thats one of the only feelings i feel now adays, but unlike other feelings, its not fading away. its just becoming a burden. i feel like the fucking hunchback of notre dame or however the fuck you might spellthat. living everyday away from people ( Read more... )

no, no you guys, your thinking about it way to much, its more like this ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do. if i let this slip away then i will be lost forever, i will not let myself live. i want to apologize, but i am not fully sorry.

i dont know what to do.

FUCK YOU

you know who you are.

yea its hard to pull a guilt trip on someone who dosent care.

well guess what, im just not gonna bother anymore.

there is only one thing left to say.

goodbye.