I won't stop

WHAT AM I DOING

fuck this

i feel ugly and fat today. horribly.

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I know everyone has so much going on in their lives, I know everyone has their own stress, I know I'm not the only one having a tough time, but I can't help but sometimes wish someone was there to help, to care about me, to kiss my fingertips when my hands get shakey from nervousness, or make me breathe when I get overwelmed by things that aren't ( Read more... )

:( I just can't stop crying, what happened to being so fucking tough, what happened to not caring, what happened to knowing what was good for me ( Read more... )

always walking on egg shells really, really sucks.  i wish things were better, i wish i didn't feel like i had to convince you about how much i care all the time or, if i don't,  feel like you'll just walk away and not care or be affected at all. you're one of my best friends, but i always feel like you're looking for me to slip up, or not call, or ( Read more... )

i am not so sure.
i love my friends.
i am still fat.
i need to stay away from guys.

i miss you dan!