well its monday and im at the mall waiting to go to work and nancie is at work. were doing excellent i must say its almost been 6 months! hmm what else........got a new bong..............working at hot topic........and nothing really else. theres thers ppl next me are being such assholes there father and i want to kill them cuz its not like hes ( Read more... )

The day came with out a care in the world. But the only thing is he felt differnt. He felt as if his heart had left. he started thinking of past holidays when every family would get together. everyone had grown so strong and so tall. he wasnt ready for it. he has finally pin pointed why he doesnt spend much time with his family. hes just not ready ( Read more... )

this cut runs deep for the last time.............

theres still many things that haunt this boy. the oldest of oldest he thought it got old but he knew it would happen.

hes not happy with himself hes tired of being tired and sick of this place.

As each day passes the sun shines a new path that we all need to take. his mind still gets nervous from time to time but he knew in his heart that life takes its ups it takes its downs. the hill still moves he struggles to get over it. on the day he finaly conqous he can finally smile for the first time in his life over something he has done. his ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking life

yea..............................its that bad i figured out what really happend

yea well things are winding down kinda or are they just beginning i cant really tell. my family seems worried but im not worried at all. im going to be fine. well it seemed everything was just fine she was calling me like she used to she sounded like she missed me sounded like she wanted to see me. but i guess i wasnt going crazy at all i was right ( Read more... )

this is my last entry im ever writing i just want to thank anyone who supported me the past 20 years but its time to go. i love all of you and i always will. i wont be home until you see me next i dont want a phone call. enless its nancie. i hurt to much to do this anymore this past year ive never been through so much hell in my life i just want to ( Read more... )

ohh sweet lovely. your eyes pierce my heart. i look down the way of the trees swaying back and forth and i see beauty for the first time in my life. the sky it seems to turn greyier on the highway home drunk again. so ask these question i wont get the answer ill just sip sip and sip. i lost this town at night fall i didnt want to get it back i just ( Read more... )