i hope everythings ok cuz everything seemed fine yesterday.

i swhi i uocld fele etertb tbu ym idnm si ni lal het ngrow claesp i lilw
wlyasa oevl uoy

The sun rises in the east sending the heat through the window to the sound of your voice. the sound that wakes me. yea we'll keep this suffering low, we'll keep it damp as long as you leave me something to fall back on ( Read more... )

im going to be 20 in like 9 days i cant believe it so im going to live my last teenage days up like never before which means....................nothing cuz im only going to be 20. anyway now that, that made no sense whats so ever heres my weekend. friday me and nancie went to dinner and laughed at ppl and got yelled at. then just drove and ( Read more... )

shes awsome. the way she laughs, smiles, and how she yells at me for driving with my knee and leaving my work cloths lying around. like tonight we kissed and i couldnt stop smiling when she got outta the car it was a feeling i havent had in soo long. its nice to hold someone who likes holding you back. shes my little lion hahaha. anyway tomorrow ( Read more... )

today was pretty sweet i worked from 7-3 that was the only shitty part about it cuz i have like 3 drive offs. and you know if you dont have the money to pay for your fucking gas dont drive!!! anyway after work i got nancie and we went on a journey it was fucking insane! we started at zachs and then decided to go watch a movie at my house and it was ( Read more... )

well today i watched some soccer with nancie and chilled with her all day it was really nice. then we chilled with zach for a little bit. and after that i played hockey and it was sweet as hell. life right now is pretty good i must say. i havent been this happy since like i dont know.

wow what a weekend! in the past i dont know 60 something hours ive slept for 6 of them im so over tired but it was worth it. today i sat around and suprised nancie with diner but she already ate and was full but it was still nice. then we just sat around and watched cartoons and hung out at zachs for a little bit. hmm i wrote some new guitar songs ( Read more... )

tonight was flippin awsome. i chilled with nancie, kate, and shayne. was just drove and listend to music the whole time but it was pretty sweet. well im leaving good bye i have to work in 2 hours sooo gay!!!

guitar is fucking awsome.

well this week ive felt like total utter shit. im getting sick ive been puking alot. im not happy anymore i cant really trust anyone at all. i just want to get outta this state and move. i could really use it. even my mom is saying yea you really need to get outta here. it just sucks cuz i tell my best friends things and tell them not to tell ( Read more... )