i am currently addicted to waking up early (anywhere from 5am-7am) regardless of the hour i went to sleep ( Read more... )

i have been with celestine for four years today

since i was seventeen years old

that, is fucking crazy

and amazing

hovering leaf
hours on end
no walkie talkies
mr mugly and marlicious
nineteen trees
inevitable touching
letter by letter
sprouts

i'm ready i'm ready.
i'm nooooooot ready.
yes i am.

i am so lucky to have celly
i am so lucky she's moving with me
she is quite amazing
like the pink in a sunset
ooor the smell of those fruity markers
i just want to inhale her greatness
she is quite lovely

water beer
too sweet
sweet enough
baby muffin
so get ready
too fast
designated driver
midnight milkshakes

irreplaceable time
the mathematics of personal interactions
seven day weekends
unintentional days off
breaking boundaries
piercings on a whim
the epitome of care free
"Et tu, Brute?"

and alas i am home
and how disheartened i am
for you were never home
just a pillow i lay my head on
and a key to open the door

deja vu in an unimaginable way
awkward yet satisfying moments
a beginning to a let go
words words
her her & her
possibilities are endless
YOU make it happen
YOU make it fun

equality in cursive
summer freckles
intense dreams of flying
forty eight hours of work
self coping mechanisms
songs that are so much more
words under five letters
music of my soul

two week notices
girls who wear makeup&why
don't you want to be free?
dreams of girls sleeping by my feet
true best friends, not the instant kind
brave enough
holding on when letting go
long legs