i feel suddenly as if i screw up everything good in my life . . i can never just let go and relax and trust the ppl i love . . i find myself always questioning them and being afraid i will lose them at any given moment of the day, or that someone else who is prettier and better than me will come along and they will drop me for them . . .and what ( Read more... )

ugh wow . . i am suddenly annoyed b/c i had a reallllyy good comment done and i did something where i didn't think it sent and i typed another one . . which was cooler by the way ;-) . . and so after i sent it i realized ohh . . ok it sent the other ONE . . so i ended up leaving three comments b/c of course . . is of course one or two words ? . . i ( Read more... )