i basically just got fired from my job.

i feel nauseous, my mom's going to kill me. what the fuck?

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the best compliments i could give are the ones you wont understand.
im something you dont understand

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if i gave in now, it would crush the past two years. am i sorry? yes and no. im sure you know how i want to talk to you. god i do. i want to know how youre doing and what youre doing. i want to tell you how im doing too, and hear everything that you have to say. remember when i used to feel nothing but rage and sadness and frustration? now when i ( Read more... )

i want to throw up my heart.

i want to be good, and honest, and happy.

this journal is stupid i know, but im not going to apologize for it.

i miss you and i miss me, and i dont know what im doing these days.

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