i have such a bad attitude lately, i can't help it. LIFE SUCKS THEN YOU DIE. just kidding.

i really don't like new things, like tonight i was really sad, but i didn't have any harry potter books, and i watched the most recent harry potter movie yesterday so it didn't make sense to watch any of the others, so i just had to start watching roswell again cause everything else i tried sucked. it was worth it obviously. it's weird being sad ( Read more... )

in one of the volumes of doris there is this thing she writes, "if you are alive right now you have been practicing self-defense." this is the truest thing i've ever heard. i think that our society is really sick and most people i know are sick or have been sick. it's ironic that while in a lot of ways our society is over-prescribed by shitty drug ( Read more... )

when i'm reading a book all my thoughts come back to it, or i notice its theme in all of my conversations and interactions, or a lot of them anyway. right now i am reading Reading Lolita in Tehran and almost every paragraph makes me want to cry. when i was in seattle i tried reading lolita and i just couldn't finish, it disturbed me so much. but i ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

it's hard for me to understand the hype of some things
i could care less if no one ever came to any of our shows besides our friends. isn't that the point?
i guess that's how you're supposed to make new friends though, or something
right now are pretty hard times for some people i know, and it makes me feel sad, and lucky, and guilty for being lucky
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i really like the geography of new mexico and arizona, the rocks and colors and flatness. i love being around really amazing and strong people that i don't usually see, having intimate conversations with people you have spent little time with. and i even like road trips and spending hours in the car and driving through the night, except that i put ( Read more... )

easy things:
eating
sleeping
dreaming
the passing of time
old friends
twilight
harry potter
singing along
boredom
the internet
summer

hard things:
finishing the things you started
power chords
running
the passing of time
new friends
moving
moving on (letting go)
confidence
winter

feeling especially sassy today
i hate the media so much. things i hate most in life: money, military, media
i want to be a writer
i spend a lot of time on the internet

now that i have spent some time not here at all (seattle) and some time not here enough (the past few months), i am sure now that this is one of the best places ever. my house is fucking awesome and i will probably never live anywhere better. campus is beautiful the iced coffee is good and you can get anywhere on a bike ( Read more... )