recent past:
learning magic!!
john irving
swimming in a lake every dayyyy

near future:
learning magic so i can actually play, hopefully
isabelle allende
the disorientation guide!
new ink for my typewriter

1. harry potter was ok.. aren't harry and ginny supposed to make out after griffindor wins quiddich without harry? wtf? and they left out dumbuldore's funeral. this isn't important and i'm probably spelling everything wrong. i can't believe how much time i spend on the internet, i can't wait to go to pine mountain and be away ( Read more... )

good weather. i want to be in santa cruz, i want to stay up all night because i never do, maybe ride that pink beach cruiser with the basket to ferrel's at 4 am to drink coffee and work on my articles of the disorientation guide. i never get to see the kind of people who are up doing shit at sunrise because i'm never there. sometimes i want to be ( Read more... )

i don't know how to articulate anything

interests ( Read more... )

i feel like i am making progress

a woman came to my coffee stand, she has a long torso and wears men's dress shirts with ties every day. she buys a biscotti and asks me about the book i'm reading (doris, again), talks to me about reading for fun. she sees my little notebook and says "are you a writer?" it's not a joke question, like how almost everyone else makes some teasing ( Read more... )

it's so much easier to let yourself be lazy and sad and bored than it is to get up and do full productive things on your own. like right now i want to hibernate all day and just watch freaks and geeks in my pajamas. it's also easier to feel unsatisfied than it is to feel full, why is that ( Read more... )

long day today in the city, 2 mochas and 2 iced coffees, walking from work to cafe revolution through the mission, stopping at a thrift store to buy doc martin mary-janes with my tip money. re-reading the doris anthology and writing a lot. i wrote about mother ducker & the eggs because i think it kind of is something that needs to be explained, a ( Read more... )

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