I have 7 months left until my boyfriend comes home. I'm going to miss a lot of things..his 21st birthday, and kissing him on new years at midnight. I found out I have an infection.. it isn't sexual or anything. Tomorrow I go to the doctor and I'm really nervous..I'll do whatever it takes to get better though. And the thing is that 200 million ( Read more... )

I miss Sean. I'm getting tired of not hearing from him. I'm sad and lonely.I can't take this.

One of my best friends is having a baby today!! I am so insanely nervous for her..she is 17, 18 on the 25th, outta highschool and engaged. I hope that Celina Irene Estremera (the baby) is healthy and fine. :)!!! in other news..I got my license on wednesday (the 18th) I have to remember so I can tell my sean :) he is going to be SO proud of me, ( Read more... )

I got home from the fair yesterday, I got a little tan. gee whiz. anyways it was alright.. I snuck out and went to the movies with travis and michele! that was fun, and nobody caught us, but jen blabbed to bill. My nose is peeling and one of my eyes won't stop watering. SEAN CALLED ME! yesterday and I just cried. I guess he called the two days ago ( Read more... )

I leave Saturday for the fair.. I'm kind of packed already, and I have everything I need..just a little laundry left to do. I don't know what to think about the fair this year, since it seems like everyone I've hung out with there throughout the years has quit. Jen will be there, and we have a good time together, and Jenne, too. I really hope that ( Read more... )

lastnight just wasn't good for me, I was trying to sleep but I just kept crying because dumb family stuff.. I didn't have anyone to talk to about it, I wanted to talk to sean so bad. Today is better even though it is pouring down rain and thundering and I couldn't take Molly, my overweight lab for her walk because I got some words of encouragement ( Read more... )

Sean has to go to Kosovo..for 8 months.. I guess his mom called Adam and told him..and he told me last night..he thought I already knew ( Read more... )

I think I am going to see sean today,but I don't know..if I see him its only going to be for like 3 1/2 hours maybe. which really sucks. I feel bad because I think his mom is going to come out here and get me and take me back home.. :/ I hope that he just comes to get me.. who knows. I really don't want to cry this time. that is my goal ( Read more... )

it's me. I decided to get livejournal for a couple of reasons.. here they are ( Read more... )