I had a dreamabout HIM a couple of days ago....it was really weird just because i should have known it was a dream yet i made myself believe it was real and when i realized it was nothing more than what it was i felt really dissapointed!!! It all started when i was riding on the passenger side of someones car and i was looking out and all of a ( Read more... )

nothing it what u wish for it to be.......what u want toforget cant be forgotten and what u want to keep cant be held on to......ur sence in knowing which way to view the world is blind......the truth is nowhere in sight.....what do u and should u believe.....who knows best........ which way to go???

well right now i think i gotta follow ur example bea and just sit and tink.....there are so many things going through my head!!! there are so many roads for me to take  and yet they all seem impossible.........how do u know when to give up and when to keep fighting??? it seems the answer is right infront of me but im looking so deep that i passed  ( Read more... )

my life is a complete bore...........and ive made my decision as much as i want to go back to live by this winter i also know that it wont be possible or at least it wouldnt be very smart.....instead im gonna go for christmas and when i come back im gonna immediatley star working  so i can save enoough money to move down there againand not have to ( Read more... )

its hard to distinct whats real and whats not.......my feelings for u r gone but my mind keeps going back to what was.......i would like to think that it because i havent felt what i felt for u for anyone else and it hurts........it hurts to think that i may not feel that intensity again.......with others the knot in the stomach the exitement of ( Read more... )

I never realized how short time really is!!!.........Before u know it the best times u could wish for are gone....in that one second it took u to blink it all dissappeared.......and u always hear o im gonna live life to the fullest and enjoy every minute but at the same time its impossible to enjoy every second because u dont always know how to ( Read more... )

WELL THIS YEAR IS NOTHING HOW I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE!!! BUT I HAVE TO SAY IM VERY PLEASED..... I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS WHO I CAN NEVER REPLACE! ITS ODD WHEN I DONT HAVE SOMETHING TO DO!!! THERE HAVE BEEN DOWNFALLS HERE AND THERE BUT FOR THE MOST PART I LOVE MY SENIOR YEAR!!! ITS BETTER THAN I HOPED!!! ALTHOUGH IM EXCITED TO GRADUATE THIS YEAR I KNOW ( Read more... )

hey long time since ive written......well school is alright besides the debate im doing today in 2nd.....im doing alright........its hard to believe that the semester is almost over!!! 8 school days left till vacation starts ......yay!!!!.............well right now my main concern is friends......what am i gonna get whom?........i love shopping ( Read more... )

well so far my senior year has been awesome.... easy classes......great friends......new friends .......i finally got a car.....everything seems to be working out. i love going to football games and know that i can watch a football game completely and not miss good plays if there are any.......i love hanging with my friends and joking and laughing ( Read more... )

                             I GOT MY CAR!!!

ILL PUT PICTURES IN LATER!