fuck dude it's like 11 and i can't sleep ( Read more... )

okay i'm sry for writing that last lj entry because people (not saying names) are getting mad, so yeah, i didn't mean any of it, i was just pissed off...

okay, everyone should be happy now because i apologized. :)

yay.

( eric ditched me tonight at 8... :) yay )

well, since i haven't updated in a while, i'm gonna say what i've done today...

* umm, i played barbies with my little sister for a little bit. I also watched Dr. Phil because that's my favorite show.

* On the 20th eric and i had been together for a year.

thats about it. i'll prolly stop posting after this cuz i never get any comments anymore.

wow, everyone always says they're here till the end, except when you need them..

i think i've learned to keep just about the hardest things to keep, secrets...

i guess it's nice to know that you can move on quickly. atleast you're happier this way. but it kills me. there's nothing i can do but just hope for the best for you.

my birthday is on sunday. 5 days. i don't think it's going to be too exciting.

_But when i look to the sky something tells me your here with me and you make everything alright.

i've got this depressed feeling in my head and it comes from these random things and thoughts. agh. i'm going to sleep. i should've gone to sleep when eric did. at 8:30. that would've been good for me.

^.^

i wish i had that someone to talk to. i mean, a best friend.

BOUNCE Outdoor Fresh Scent.
those are the BEST dryer sheets. >.yeah my aunt fucken woke me up to have me run to her car to get my god damn back pack that SHE said SHE would drop off. she didn't say shit about waking me up on my fucken day off of school. god what a bitch. she tries to be my mother. like when i went to erics on saturday. god she ( Read more... )

wow,the whole world knows everything that goes on in my life. it's lovely. >.<

so yeah,i control you life right? i'm just keeping you out of trouble.

you know what. i guess i'm a huge stoner,seeing as that's what my parents think of me. yeah,so this weekend is fucked. isn't that lovely? yes,of course. thanks mom. oh and guys,on the internet,don't talk about anything too personal you know,my parents read everything i talk about,including this. yay >.