this will start with a girl trying to be honest and trying to tell the truth. as you turn the pages, of course, certain discrepancies that i alone cannot be blamed for may be apparent. these are not lies and it is not simple bending of the truth. what has happened in the past fourteen months has changed me from a social butterfly into a social ( Read more... )

i'm finally going to let myself admit that i'm happy.
(today was a good day.)

school teaches us a lot of things. we are expected to remember algebraic formulas never to be used again and the names, numbers, and positions of all the elements on the periodic table, but yet i still can't seem to remember which side is the brake and which is the accelerator. i can tell you why rigor mortis occurs, or what an astronomical unit is ( Read more... )

why lie in nights where things take turns at once in being infuriating and comforting? who knew circuits could blow after midnight with fully unwanted and unwarranted displays of mis-affection being the cause. i dislike nothing more than someone so opinionated, so knowledgable about all topics yet completely clueless and living within a space of ( Read more... )

christmas, here and gone. wrap and unwrap. thank and forget. rinse. repeat. reuse. reduce. recycle ( Read more... )

i remember those days, though they seem so long ago now. we were inseperable, it was almost like there was some invisible thread tying us together at the hips. we were sisters, or so they all thought, and we just giggled and looked at each other, never really answering their questions. "let them believe what they want," you said. we both had our ( Read more... )

tarikerkk (7:58:11 PM): how was your weekend missy
buffalove (7:58:18 PM): goooood, tyler came over
tarikerkk (7:58:31 PM): oo how was that
buffalove (7:59:35 PM): incred.
buffalove (7:59:37 PM): obviously.
tarikerkk (8:00:10 PM): haha
tarikerkk (8:00:21 PM): big tyler taking care of his woman

on wednesday tyler hurt his back so he didn't come to school && i was lonely all day. but during last period he left me this voice mail that said "i owe you coffee so you better be outside at 3:00" and he picked me up and took me to starbuckssss. i love him so much. ♥

( christmas shopping? )

i admire addicts. in a world where everybody is waiting
for some blind, random disaster, or some sudden disease, the addict has the comfort of knowing what will most likely wait for him down the road. he's taken some control over his ultimate fate, and his addiction keeps the cause of death from being a total surprise.