there were trees, and we had drinks beneath the stars, bathed in xenon headlights and washed in subtle winds. can you remember any of this? do you remember pulling me close and kissing me just before the clouds swept over the moon ( Read more... )

i've been watching VH1's all access: getting naked! and it's so good. i feel like going streaking. but i'd be a loser to go by myself.

don't get me wrong,
but you don't understand what you're reading.
you never could completely understand my writing.
maybe your biggest threat,
is really closer than you think but
you are so distracted.

a clash of emotions/jealousy/desire.
all right here.
i feel so honored?

hint: he only loves me in the summer,
when he doesn't have homework.
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so i ended up coming in 4th place for the poetry contest which was a nice surpise but, unfortunately, john stood both sean and i up. ughhh so sean and i were just hanging out and talking and then curt asked us to go to mighty with him and i let sean order for me (which turned out to be delicious). then we took a 90mph joyride on the s-curves ( Read more... )

it's time to start making noise. rock and roll. to crash and burn, burst into flames, charge cars head onto into walls, each other, to hold hands and watch our faces fall with the sun. let's figure out how long is too long. what keeps people coming back, where are your smiles, lets get with it ( Read more... )

If I were a month I would be: july ( Read more... )

today was a really long day. this afternoon ellie and i went to the mall and i purchused my new favorite shirt; it's teal and kind of tunic-ish. then we came home around 6 and didn't sit down to dinner (steak, baked potatoes, onion rings, a1 sauce, cherry coke) until like 7:45. then john calls telling me he's ON jewett holmwood and i wasn't ready ( Read more... )

I've stopped my looking for happiness because
I realized it is too precious to ever be mine.

Nothing makes sense,
so I stopped trying to find some clarity.
I gave up.
I gave up.
I gave up.

And,I didn't lie when I said erasing you from my mind takes a week.
My last thoughts of you,
end here.
blissed and gone.

i break hearts at night.
but i'm a free-spirit. a romantic, an artist at heart. i'm the eyelash in your eye & the wind in your hair. i am watermelon on hot summer days & i am the cold in the winter. i am truth, i am lies. i am contradiction. i give my heart to many things and people, but only one thing owns it.

i honestly like sticking to my day

NYC until monday. i'll miss you. make it ring. 725-9420.

p.s. i'm getting my diamond earrings tomorrow night. eeeeeeek!!!