well, yesterday was crazy. glad its over. i was extremely stressed, and today was good for me. well, and last night, but i cant say why because its just best not to(plus, i love to keep you guessing). i started my day out with a 'rejuvenation day' in yoga. instead of the intense ishtonga series we usually do, we just did supine/sitting poses today ( Read more... )

well, amber is a good friend. today was really bad. i realized that i suck at something that ive been doing for three years and ive never gotten better. as of now, i am making no viable contribution to the world, so there really is no purpose i can think of to be here. ambers a good person, and i guess its good that she cheered me up. still, ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking angry right now, its not even funny. Some people are just born assholes, and raza is one of them. Everything i fucking do, he has some jackass comment to make regarding it. ok, i thought that when someone is the president of an organization, they are actually supposed to do something. or maybe theyre not. maybe im wrong. well, let me ( Read more... )

Tired of waiting.
Tired of hiding.
Tired of lying to the world.
Tired of acting happy.
Tired of being sad.
Tired of everything.

I'm just tired.

Ok, so im feeling much better today, and life is great. I dont really know why i was being so irrational yesterday. i guess it all just kind of goes along with being a teenager. Pain in the butt, it is. anyhow, im gonna go grab life by the horns! YE-AH! so todays going to be great, and so is the next, etc. btw, if ur one of my friends and im acting ( Read more... )

So, apparently life just sucks. i knew exactly what i was gonna type, and it was really important to me, but after talking to amber, im just really depressed, and quite frankly, i have no idea what it was that was so important to me before. not that much is important. i mean, do i like drive all of my friends away? its not as if i try to or ( Read more... )

So, i'm not exactly sure just how i'm supposed to feel now. Well, let me start off at the beginning. Awhile ago, i asked kailon out. we get along well as friends, and we were getting along really well as bf/gf. we were a good couple, i thought, and we were having so much fun. i really liked her. but, when school started this year, something ( Read more... )

Sweet lord. I wish my stepdad would go back to the freaking night shift at work. All he does now is gripe gripe gripe. I mean, if he wanted someone to control, he shouldve married someone with a four-year-old. Or better yet, he shouldve had his own kids. You cant just walk into someones life when theyre 14 or 15 and expect them to go along with ( Read more... )

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