all you touch and all you see is all your life will ever be

someday, you will ache like i ache

hey
i'm in loove

I forgot I had this. basically my father absolutely does NOT appreciate my destructive and poor decision making. he thinks his life is too complicated, so he would rather sit at home and be an ignorant asshole than to grow the fuck up and talk to me. soooooooo i live in new york now

im not totally sure how i feel about that
i miss my life

life is a blur, days on a balance beam, balancing many things ( Read more... )

im feelin really emotional right now, okay
so i just wanted to say how much i love evverything
being sixteen ((17 in november))
being silly, being serious
drinking talkign laughing

LIFE LOVE MUSIC EVERYTHING
mmmm but i do wish that i didnt have the fucking tendency to throw myself into situations i cant handle

i never wanted an lj because stupid ass drama queens write out all their bullshit for you to read and im not so into that but here i am and i do have some shit to say ( Read more... )

summer man ( Read more... )

dont even know how this works