I think im in love.

so one third of me left for leeds uni yesterday, it took all my energy to not break down friday night ( Read more... )

i hate feeling like im being left out or pushed out :(
especially by the people who i have so much respect and love for
I cant help but think ive done something wrong
well i know ive done one thing wrong but i mean i thought that was all sorted it was just something that wasnt meant to be, it didnt feel right to me i didnt feel comfortable and as much ( Read more... )

i have a headache and a cold :(:( not good :(
decided to re-do the old profile again :p
gonna stop now
had to have my tyres changed today but thankfully i didnt have to pay for it :D
did ok in my a levels, got a b in drama, a c in general studies and a d in media which i wasnt happy about :(:(
but ah well thank god thats over with now
enrolment day for ( Read more... )

so got home from kefolinia tuesday night, soooooo happy to be home, i was really home sick this time actually it was more friend sick, i missed you all like hell.
Not gonna go on any family holidays anymore, not that i dont love the fam to death i just get bored and miss my friends so next year its a holiday with the girls and the guys for sure :p
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why dont guys ever tell you what they want!!!!
why are they so fucking complex!!
Come one boys get it together!!!!

so he's got a girlfriend
I knew this would happen sooner or later
She seems like a lovely girl though
As much as im gutted
If hes happy then all is cool
Stayed over mikeys last night
I knew i should have gone
as much as i had a blast with him watching anchorman
Old feelings about him are coming back up to the surface
and im pretty sure he doesnt feel that ( Read more... )

I hate this feeling.
I hate not knowing what i want most of the time.
I hate being scared.
I hate how much you can like a person.
I hate my stupid brain thinking that getting with someone else will make you forget about that other person.
I hate it that it doesnt work.
I hate the disappointed looks i get from people.
I hate it that i cant get it through ( Read more... )

last night was alright, nothing really exciting happend, maybe i should start going to new places :p

Work sucked ass, i wanted to beat someone to death i was in such a foul mood, but no change there its work nothing to do but be the spawn of satan before you go in :p

Brought a lottery ticket today, never done it before, have no money so i thought why ( Read more... )

being single sucks ass!!